41 things i’ve learned so far on my 41st birthday

4 year old Tanisha you are the one you've been waiting forno one is coming to save you, you've had the power all along my dearmy daughters are my best friends. i know it in the core of who i am that i was meant to be their momand their dad (heart emoji) he loves …

Dear Esther. Happy Birthday.

  Esther, I am sitting here on the eve of your 3rd birthday and I am overwhelmed in the best way. This time 3 years ago I was on bed rest anxiously awaiting your arrival. After months of barely breathing, or sneezing or lifting anything heavier than a toothbrush….afraid that trying too hard at anything …