Dear Esther. Happy Birthday.

  Esther, I am sitting here on the eve of your 3rd birthday and I am overwhelmed in the best way. This time 3 years ago I was on bed rest anxiously awaiting your arrival. After months of barely breathing, or sneezing or lifting anything heavier than a toothbrush….afraid that trying too hard at anything …

ode to my little family of 2

i'm not sure how long we'll be a family of 2. i'm feeling fine for the most part. my body continues to grow and ache in new places, but i don't think any of that is a sign that baby girl is on her way. that being said, i know that doesn't mean a thing …